Since hitting my 30s, I have changed dramatically. The light switch in my mind has turned on and off multiple times. Whenever the light switched on, a new decor was revealed. I was confused. I was panicked. I was struggling to comprehend getting older. Then, it hit me. Finally, the light has stayed on and I can now see the room I wish to stay in. At 34, I know who I am now. It took a mental breakdown and long climbs up stormy mountains to realise this. Thank you Ayo!