My regards for sharing this traumatic experience! I thank you for giving us an insight into yours, and similar people alike, struggles. Reading this, although I am not a father myself, I endured every bit of pain that each word, sentence, and paragraph, threw my way. This was such a tremendously written piece, and again, I thank you for sharing this with us. I hope for you all the best and wish your son, whenever this will be, will gain some sunlight in his life.