Anyone with autism can relate to this — I can. All my life, I have struggled to figure out what is best for me. I am now 34 and Still figuring things out. I feel pressured. I still live at home and feel the need to move out. I guess that’s me trying to conform. Feeling an alien gets tiring. I have a lot more to say but I don’t wish to babble on. I enjoyed your article. It was beautiful. Thank you for sharing your story.